too lazy to update until now hahaha.
my holidays were fun.
had 2 jobs that were of totally different job scope which makes me think more what i want to do after my studies. i got a huge feeling i will end up in the finance sector which i really dont mind. it was after this 2 jobs i really thought about what i want to work as after graduation. initally i was keen on doing research work. but after hearing so much from my friends i realised that i dont want to be a researcher. the job scope seems interesting but the work is way too boring.
joined 2 camps and i realised that as u grow older, u will tend to not enjoy it? u will tend to look into the management level of the whole event. i do have to agree that the management level is not good at all since i heard of issues, but i guess what they can do is not to let us know so that we wont feel so demoralised and upset withe the whole camp? hmm i do have to agree that i let my emotions let loose this camp but i really think that this is not the way to do this. it makes me feel cheated to join the camp. but probably the fun thing is really the bitching part where everyone felt the same sentiments as me and not myself alone only.
overall my holidays were fuilfilling as i grew much more mature, and more outspoken, but i guess my friends are still getting the shock of me being so gangsta now.
school started and it is week 4.
i can predict the stressness level will hit a whole new level since i am learning alot of new stuff this sem?
taking japanese was not what i had in mind.if not i would have start learning japanese during the holidays.but i do have to agree that i like the tutorial class? although it is quite stress but i feel that without the speaking up you really wont learn and this is what language class should do.oh wells. school work is always stress so i guess there is no point of me saying more
friendships again. i should try and not let my emotions go out of hand. i am really scared that i will chase away my friends again. words that i say really dont mean it. i just cant find the correct words to phrase it. maybe i shouldnt say so fast in case i pisses someone off again.
