worked at a jewels shop for as my part time job for the dec holidays.
pay seems good but when calculated in detail, it is actually quite little?but i am okay w it since i feel that i am literally slacking throughout the job.
basically my job scope is just to ensure the cleaniness of the shop, which is to clean the windows, panels, keep the chairs clean and wipe the jewelries.
the colleagues there are quite friendly, just that sometimes u cant grasp what they are thinking.
and not to get in their bad books what they ask me to do i will just fulfill.since i am bored anyway.
this brings me to another point.
getting a job in the holidays for me is to earn money to spend, and since i got no plans for the holidays.
but if u really want to enjoy the holidays u should not take up the offer in the first place.
cos if u are like that i feel that i am in a difficult position cos i was the one that referred u to them, but u dont even feel like working.
i feel that u dont like the job, and prolly feel that i forced u to take up the offer?
this makes me feel like a bad person. and no point kept telling me u wanna play.since u know the duration of the job and when it ends u should have an idea alr.
Monday, 23 December 2013
Wednesday, 4 December 2013
TRIP TO MALAYSIA
this may sound funny, but i HAD never been to JB before, on a day trip.
yes, JB is so near to singapore, and convenient too, why not?
parents objection was one big reason, followed by no one bringing me there.
finally, after being to numerous countries, i finally been to JB today!
it was a trip planned around 1 week ago before our finals?wanted to get cheap stuff there and chill and to eat bah kut teh!
it was really exciting for me? especially it was planned right after my exams, my hectic exams.
3 exams, and i got ample time, or at least sufficient time, to study for the finals.
with that, we went to JB! it was more convenient than i have thought.
there are buses at jurong east that has direct buses to JB which is pretty convenient!
met up with rachael first, then we took the bus all the way to kranji mrt to meet up with the rest.
after all the customs and everything, we reached JB! we tried to walked around city square mall before settling down our lunch. we decided to eat at a ramen restaurant. the food is not that bad and slightly cheap too. before that, i saw benjamin at city square mall! it was a small world hahaha quite shocking to see him at JB lol of all places.
shopped around city square mall, and realised it was quite boring, so we tooked cab to another nearby mall KSL shopping mall!was really scared of taking the cab since we do not know the mall at all and was scared that the taxi driver will just cheat us of money. but luckily we reached the venue safely. the shops at the shopping mall is really cheap hahaha. the dresses there are mostly 2 for RM50! super cheap since when converted back to S dollars it is only about 10 dollars.
it is quite difficult to imagine that my guy friends took so much time to buy stuff as compared to us.
the best bah kut teh is near the KSL shopping mall~~
did not manage to take alot of the food we took since we were all too hungry but the bah kut teh is seriously very nice~~a nice soup to drink on a raining day.
anyway malaysia trip ended in a happy note, hopefully to go back again for some cny shopping~
fate.
3 exams, and i got ample time, or at least sufficient time, to study for the finals.
with that, we went to JB! it was more convenient than i have thought.
there are buses at jurong east that has direct buses to JB which is pretty convenient!
met up with rachael first, then we took the bus all the way to kranji mrt to meet up with the rest.
after all the customs and everything, we reached JB! we tried to walked around city square mall before settling down our lunch. we decided to eat at a ramen restaurant. the food is not that bad and slightly cheap too. before that, i saw benjamin at city square mall! it was a small world hahaha quite shocking to see him at JB lol of all places.
shopped around city square mall, and realised it was quite boring, so we tooked cab to another nearby mall KSL shopping mall!was really scared of taking the cab since we do not know the mall at all and was scared that the taxi driver will just cheat us of money. but luckily we reached the venue safely. the shops at the shopping mall is really cheap hahaha. the dresses there are mostly 2 for RM50! super cheap since when converted back to S dollars it is only about 10 dollars.
it is quite difficult to imagine that my guy friends took so much time to buy stuff as compared to us.
the best bah kut teh is near the KSL shopping mall~~
did not manage to take alot of the food we took since we were all too hungry but the bah kut teh is seriously very nice~~a nice soup to drink on a raining day.
anyway malaysia trip ended in a happy note, hopefully to go back again for some cny shopping~
fate.
Sunday, 10 November 2013
thinking too much
time past so fast this semester is coming to an end.
am not too sure what to feel about it though.
happy, sad, relieved?
i realized that our friendship is actually quite fragile.we are like never telling each other stuff.
and genuine we are pissed with each other?
being independent has it pros in this case.
too reliant on other people will make me more upset if i am alone.
sometimes alone time is so important.
i cant help but thinking about this.
is this what we called 暧昧关系?
or is just purely friendships?
i hope i am not thinking too much into this.
am not too sure what to feel about it though.
happy, sad, relieved?
i realized that our friendship is actually quite fragile.we are like never telling each other stuff.
and genuine we are pissed with each other?
being independent has it pros in this case.
too reliant on other people will make me more upset if i am alone.
sometimes alone time is so important.
i cant help but thinking about this.
is this what we called 暧昧关系?
or is just purely friendships?
i hope i am not thinking too much into this.
Friday, 1 November 2013
there is always these 1/2 days in a month where i get mood swings.
Pissed at almost anything and everything, peoples action and everything that i cant seem to agree on.
waiting to quarrel with everyone, or not even talking at all.
swallowing myself into some misery and feeling sorry for myself.
After this 2 days i will be back to my usual self again.
is it just me or it is the hormones?
i am weird.
Wednesday, 4 September 2013
WEEK 4
too lazy to update until now hahaha.
my holidays were fun.
had 2 jobs that were of totally different job scope which makes me think more what i want to do after my studies. i got a huge feeling i will end up in the finance sector which i really dont mind. it was after this 2 jobs i really thought about what i want to work as after graduation. initally i was keen on doing research work. but after hearing so much from my friends i realised that i dont want to be a researcher. the job scope seems interesting but the work is way too boring.
joined 2 camps and i realised that as u grow older, u will tend to not enjoy it? u will tend to look into the management level of the whole event. i do have to agree that the management level is not good at all since i heard of issues, but i guess what they can do is not to let us know so that we wont feel so demoralised and upset withe the whole camp? hmm i do have to agree that i let my emotions let loose this camp but i really think that this is not the way to do this. it makes me feel cheated to join the camp. but probably the fun thing is really the bitching part where everyone felt the same sentiments as me and not myself alone only.
overall my holidays were fuilfilling as i grew much more mature, and more outspoken, but i guess my friends are still getting the shock of me being so gangsta now.
school started and it is week 4.
i can predict the stressness level will hit a whole new level since i am learning alot of new stuff this sem?
taking japanese was not what i had in mind.if not i would have start learning japanese during the holidays.but i do have to agree that i like the tutorial class? although it is quite stress but i feel that without the speaking up you really wont learn and this is what language class should do.oh wells. school work is always stress so i guess there is no point of me saying more
friendships again. i should try and not let my emotions go out of hand. i am really scared that i will chase away my friends again. words that i say really dont mean it. i just cant find the correct words to phrase it. maybe i shouldnt say so fast in case i pisses someone off again.
my holidays were fun.
had 2 jobs that were of totally different job scope which makes me think more what i want to do after my studies. i got a huge feeling i will end up in the finance sector which i really dont mind. it was after this 2 jobs i really thought about what i want to work as after graduation. initally i was keen on doing research work. but after hearing so much from my friends i realised that i dont want to be a researcher. the job scope seems interesting but the work is way too boring.
joined 2 camps and i realised that as u grow older, u will tend to not enjoy it? u will tend to look into the management level of the whole event. i do have to agree that the management level is not good at all since i heard of issues, but i guess what they can do is not to let us know so that we wont feel so demoralised and upset withe the whole camp? hmm i do have to agree that i let my emotions let loose this camp but i really think that this is not the way to do this. it makes me feel cheated to join the camp. but probably the fun thing is really the bitching part where everyone felt the same sentiments as me and not myself alone only.
overall my holidays were fuilfilling as i grew much more mature, and more outspoken, but i guess my friends are still getting the shock of me being so gangsta now.
school started and it is week 4.
i can predict the stressness level will hit a whole new level since i am learning alot of new stuff this sem?
taking japanese was not what i had in mind.if not i would have start learning japanese during the holidays.but i do have to agree that i like the tutorial class? although it is quite stress but i feel that without the speaking up you really wont learn and this is what language class should do.oh wells. school work is always stress so i guess there is no point of me saying more
friendships again. i should try and not let my emotions go out of hand. i am really scared that i will chase away my friends again. words that i say really dont mean it. i just cant find the correct words to phrase it. maybe i shouldnt say so fast in case i pisses someone off again.
Monday, 17 June 2013
IT IS THE HOLIDAYS
Life was mundane. Office->
home->videos->sleep this cycle continues everyday.
Not that I was complaining, or I am really
complaining. But this kind of lifestyle is so not me.
I have been so looking forward to office
life but I was seriously disappointed? Maybe because I am a temporary staff, so
I don’t have nothing impt to do. But my job is really to slack to an extent
that I feel bad taking the pay since my job is just asset taking. And
technically spaking, if all the in charge of different departments cooperate
and help me, it could BE done within 2 weeks? But because everyone is busy with
their own stuff I am left there slacking. Bad idea. I rather be retail
assistant whereby i can like slack openly, whereas in office when people are
busy typing stuff I feel bad to keep using my itouch to read books. So to pay
me thousand bucks for this simple asset taking is just weird. Not like I know
where the assets were in the first place, I still have to look for the relevant
person to help me. so technically speaking I am useless there la. Therefore, I
cant wait to end my job in like 8 days, then look for some events job so that I
can survive the remaining one month with something to do rather that slacking
at home.
After working in an office I begin
wondering, what do I want to do with my life? What job am I going to look for?
Something related to what I am studying? Or totally irrelevant stuff? Suddenly
I realized my jobscope is not that broad as I thought. Basically I don’t think
office job requires engineers though. But if I do retail, what type of retail
am I looking at? Haiz. I think I really need to start planning my future if not
I really don’t know what will I be doing after graduation.
Results were out. It was good at least for
me, as I thought this semester is the worse semester I have ever been though
and I still managed to pull up my CAP, despite not working very hard for it. I
really rushed through my studies for the last week so I really thought I might
fail a few modules. But phew. really lucky. This time round I realized the need
to really start revising from the start and not wait till the end, if not the
last week to study is the most torturous. And there is one more thing I really
have to admit. The number of hours put in does not equate to the grade you want
to get. But this doesn’t mean that you don’t study. At least for my case, I
can’t stop studying even though I might have already finish the revision as I
know I will confirm forget some details here and there. And my brain is not
really fast enough to process the question plus to formulate answer.
Suddenly I regretted not holding slumber
party for my birthday. I regretted not doing something special for my birthday.
I regretted not having parties, I regretted not booking a hotel room and ask a
few close friends over for celebration. All these regrets, got stronger and
stronger when I saw what my friends did for their bday, or what their friends’
friends did for their bdays. What about mine? I am really thankful for my uni
friends(I don’t know say how many times already), but I am pretty upset with my
secondary school friends. Not too sure abt jc friends though, since we are not
close to begin with haiz.
Relationships. I begin to think a lot about
it. The feeling of liking someone, the feeling of being liked by someone. Read
too much love stories already but I really don’t get sick of it I don’t know
why. I really hope that the someone who like me will be like the guys in the stories.
Really love you and care for you, and really put you in the first place. But
that is in fiction world, I highly doubt I can find someone like that. The urge
of finding a boyfriend is so strong and it gets stronger when I see the collage
of my friend’s sister engagement process. Omg it is super sweet! When will that
happen to me?haha. don’t think to much I guess. If it is here it will be here!
Waiting for my prince charming…
Thursday, 23 May 2013
因为爱情
给你一张过去的CD
听听那时我们的爱情
有时会突然忘了
我还在爱著你
再唱不出这样的歌曲
听到都会红著脸躲避
虽然会经常忘了
我依然爱著你
因为爱情 不会轻易悲伤
所以一切都是幸福的模样
因为爱情 简单的生长
依然随时可以为你疯狂
因为爱情 怎麽会有沧桑
所以我们还是年轻的模样
因为爱情 在那个地方
依然还有人在那里游荡
人来人往
听听那时我们的爱情
有时会突然忘了
我还在爱著你
再唱不出这样的歌曲
听到都会红著脸躲避
虽然会经常忘了
我依然爱著你
因为爱情 不会轻易悲伤
所以一切都是幸福的模样
因为爱情 简单的生长
依然随时可以为你疯狂
因为爱情 怎麽会有沧桑
所以我们还是年轻的模样
因为爱情 在那个地方
依然还有人在那里游荡
人来人往
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