HIIIIIIII GOOD NIGHT HEEHEE

realised i have been neglecting this blog prolly for a long timeeee. updates~

project finally over~during the start of the project i was hoping that it will end asap.

but when the project is finally over, i kind of missed the company.

although we are not close, even though we do not have the special bond between us, i actually have a memorable time doing the project. not only it widens my knowledge, but i really like the process, but not the late nights chionging out the report.

andd i am going korea~with bie peeps.

hoping it to be a really memeorable and enjoyable experience~first time going with friends. although i fear that it will be kind of awkward, but nonetheless i predict it to be a really fun!

mugging mugging mugging

first time i felt so hardworking, but i feel so dumb still! haiz.

till then

WRITER

i think i can be a scriptwriter, to come out with plenty of scenarios to the current situation, and thinking what will happen next, as well as putting myself as one of the poor souls in my so called "virtual world" where i will be a very poor thing with alot of mishaps happening to me and there will be a prince charming to always save me from all the mishaps and protect me:D

maybe i think too much about bgr that every small little thing that occur to me i wll get super happy. and i think is a bad sign that my crush on u is still not over, but no one knows it either~suppress it and forget about it! it is so impossible that i still have a crush on u after so longgggg.
i think i have alot of crushes, but i cant differentiate the crushes from a real " liking " to someone, so dilemma or not?!

:D a smile to keep the day going~

watching alot of shows now considering the fact that there are so many nice shows haha!
anddd i finally know the wonders of torrent so here i come, all the english show~

RANDOM THOUGHTS

it has been a hectic recess week. get to enjoy it, and thus it is making me super stress now with all the pressing issues that are supposed to be done in recess week, like the assignments, and the revising of lectures... i hope i did not regret doing it. it seems bad to be saying this but i sacrifice my recess week for my friends and work, so as a result i din do my work. BUT, in the other fact, i am the one procrastinating about work and kept thinking that i have ample time since i only got 1 mid terms, neglecting the fact that i have quizzes, assignments, and project deadlines to fulfill. haiz. and i have this unknown stress in me that i really wanted to score damn badly for CM and LSM since they are stuff that i know before, and understand more. i hope this unknown stress wont kill me.

on the other note, did not manage to get the tickets for smtown. not that i am lyk "sui bian" in it, but i dont no really have the financial power to cope with all my wants. but when i wanted to get it damn badly, the system just screws up everything and i cant do anything about it. it is not my money,so i have be really careful with it. and i have to call them to chase my money if they dont return. what bad service is this man seriously. i know it is a once in a lifetime experience, and it might not have any more chances with them coming, but with all the   output i am currently having, it is having a toll on me. it might be best to save the money instead.dilemma. i would go if i could get the tix .

sometimes i just dont lyk your reactions to it. i am okay with it because i dont have the financial ability that you have, i dont have the allowance that you have. the stuff that u can afford i have to work for it. so dont judge me. i bet u are thinking" i doubt she will go, she lyk shui bian in it" but do you think it is my fault? and u can buy the tix but when we wanna go out and eat tgt u have to stick with budget meal. i just dont lyk the way u say it. prolly we are really drifting a   p     a   r   t and i have no idea how to deal with it, too many issues to look into, so many issues in hand to think of this trivial issue. i think i have been very accommodating to everyone, but i am not going to do that anymore. at least i have much more experiences in working than you, and not that i am proud of it, but i think people have to go to the outside world to earn valuable experiences that you cant learn in school and to earn money that u can spend happily on.

omg seriously ranting about everything. this is what studying does to you, making u think of alot of stuff and feeling sad for yourself, and hoping no one reads  this nonsense which will create more cracks to the current situation. 

LIFE AS A BIOENGINEERING STUDENT.

I <3 my bioengineering gang!:D:D:D

this is seriously true okay. i am really glad that i went to oweek, make so many friends and of course, they adding me into the 'bioengineering' whatsapp group, making me part of them:D

life sucks. like totally, with all the assignments, projects, quizzes and bla bla bla keeping me occupied all the week.last week was the most hectic week which i slept for less than 8 hours per day.

the company makes it fun~~~~~~~~~~

NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH

SO. in short, university started.lessons started, assignments piling up, projects, AND OF COURSE MEETUPS WITH G HOUSE COUNCILLORS + FRESHIES!

 oweek ended. it was a really fun experience, and i must say, the company makes it really fun! have so much bonding with the councillors instead w the freshies, but that is not really our fault i guess... since we stayed throughout the camp while actually we dont even see a full strength of freshie from day 1. oh well. although there are ups and downs throughout the camp, i must say it is really fun and enjoyable experience!i will join next year again!:D this actually reminds me why did i signed up as councillor last sem, it is due to the great company i had with the councillors:D

aftermath of oweek! shit stirrers everywhere, impromptu outings and scandals!:D
1st up was sentosa outing! went halfway only but still, it was a superb day with mabel's celebration.2nd was chalet + bbq, and again i stayed halfway for chalet but still the company is so fun!:D bbq at super atas place and i felt lyk a suah gu lol! 3rd was singing K but sadly i got ukulele lessons so too bad din make it. (but i secretly glad that i din go cos it would end up with lots of scandal stirring again lol) did not attend engin bash as well as we got og outing!:D 
kinda a failed og outing but i guess we did really put in the effort, just that the freshies are wayyy toooo busssyyyyy. so too bad. might have another one, prolly during recess week bazzzz. and more to come!confirm there will be g hse mugging sessions at u town hahahaha.

anyway, it might sound cliche, but i <3 G hse!:D 

OWEEK DRY RUN

had my oweek dry run last week! it was really fun and i am real glad that nikki went w me if not it would be awkward to the max with the other counscillors. even so, it was really an enjoyable experience, but for me is more of waiting for people to lead me lol! long cheers that linked to kpop is really new! and not forgetting supper everyday!nonetheless the games are quite fun, and i hope the freshies like the games and enjoy the camp!


had a terrible case of sunburn! my skin is so sensitive that it gets red so easily after standing under the sun. and of course my scalp got sunburn too. luckily i read on the internet that the sun-burnt scalp will just turn into dandruff when u touch it, and u are suppose to pat it if it hurts and not scratch it.


anyway hope my mum will get well after the surgery! girls are actually more troublesome than guys, with all the illness that only women can get and of course alot of money is required to cure it haiz.

OUTDOOR SHOOT

yesterday is my first outdoor shoot w the studio.it is not joking to say the importance of this commercial and how they are super stress with it. tension could be seen in those producers, so scary.


so my 1st trip to KTPH.and in the morning 7 plus! super early but luckily there is a free ride.
there is free wifi in the hospital! omg so happy totally and that i wont be so bored while waiting for stuff to do!was in the scene for some classroom scene, and a temp KTPH nurse for one of the scene!:D took photo with jinnie but the photo is w here:( getting it from her after this production ends.


actually was really very fun, but i guess when filming til then end it gets abit annoying and we were trying our best to finish shooting asap as not to cause inconvenience to the patients.and it ended around 8 plus! so i was wondering if i get any OT hours for it!:):):)

NAH A RANDOM DAY

1. got a job at creative district. not a good pay at all but it was real fun working with the part-timers, since they are all of around the same age as me, and we have similar interests. and the job is real sai gang, since my jobscope was supposed to be sales person, but ended up doing stuff like ironing gowns. but i dont really mind, if not i would be stoning there doing nothing. anyways, what i heard from another friend makes me wonder if i am just a stone/ or something that could be used easily. MAYBE I AM JUST TO EASY GOING.


2. REAL SADNESS THAT MY BESTIE GOING OVERSEAS. like real sudden, tells us in a week and poof, she left for aussie. luckily managed to meet up with her first before she left! wrote a very emotional letter to her, which i felt real sad and emotional when penning down the thoughts to her. really hope can visit her during the dec holidays.


3. sometimes i really wonder, what's our friendship worth. we could shift our plans to fit you but shouldnt u also try and fit our plans too. i felt real bad for saying this but it seems that u dont really cherish this friendship, or other priorities have overtaken it. we could keep aside stuff but since now majority are free shouldnt u sacrifice some also. just felt that u prefer others than us. or maybe we should say that we have different lives now, so i shouldnt keep dwelling on the past. different lifestyles, so it is just too bad. trying to pen out my thoughts, but the way i wrote seems offensive. ohwell is just my train of thoughts, no means to offend people.


4. i must be thick skinned more and champion for my rights!


5.got into bioengineering! was shocked and a bit upset too? i thought i would be in mech engin sooooo... and the fact that no one got into the same course as me makes me even more sad. need to make new friends again.haizhaiz.

TAIWANNNNNN

i wanna blog about taiwan but i am sooo tired and kind of having a short term memory about issues there,so i shall try and blog whatever i can remember:


DAY 1:
waking up in early morning to prepare to go to the airport and have macs at terminal 2 before meeting up with the tour guide as well as our tour group mates. my tour grp has 5 families, including us; with one 3-person family, two 4-person family, two 5-person family.( i have to say one of the lady who is accompanying her bf and family looks SO MUCH like ms seah if she married and not from china.) okay so we board the plane which is from China Airlines, and i have to say the attitude of the air stewardess is not too good compared to those who served our return flight, from how they served us food and drink. to flight they actually served lunch immediately when the plane is up in the skies and after that served drinks in a rush, with no drinks served for the next 2 hrs in flight. for our return flight they served us snacks first and then after a while dinner is served. the amount of entertainment i can get is kind of little. watched journey 2, big bang theory, how i met your mother,sherlock holmes, megamind, date night and some other which i cant remember.anyway the seats arent comfy at all so it was kind of a torture in the plane. finally we reached taiwan and around 4pm and there is free wifi in the airport! and of course whatsapp my dear ladies about arriving safely in tw. met our tour guide and got a bad news that a typhoon is nearing tw, causing alot of rain. indeed, when we were about to board gaotie( the bullet train in tw) and reaching ximending via the jieyun(mrt in tw), it kept raining. but on the other hand, it is quite fortunate of us in that the rain only got bigger when we are in the bus. and after that we went to miaokouyeshi for supper~but the wet weather kinda spoil the mood for shopping.


what we ate on day1 : fengmikuguazhi(bitter gourd juice with honey), ah zhong mee suah, and alot of xiaolongbao in different fillings and taste, yingyangsanmingzhi, xierougeng, tako ball which is super cheap and nice with thick filling (6 for 40 ntw which is less than 2 bucks in sgp! where can u get this price for it!)


Day 2: 


woke up to the early sunshine in tw!did not have a great sleep but still i managed to sleep abit. nice breakfast and nice scenery in the restaurant.(during that time we did not thought that we would be eating western breakfast for the whole 8 days! ate all sorts of egg for breakfast for the 8 days) we went to jiufen after breakfast. was going to try the beef noodles as recommended  by  the tourist but it was not opened yet. the only thing that we managed to try was the fish ball noodles and the cranberry drink that could be filled with a baby bottle:D and we went to ah xin the dian to buy alot of local biscuits and snacks, that totaled up to 2000 NTD. anyway, after that we went to guoli wenhua yishuzhongxin.it is a pity we only got an hour plus to walk around there so we did not manage to walk the whole center. but we did try the huoche biandang and baoxinfenyuan. after that, we took the train to hualian where the farm that we are staying is located. anyway today is a slow day since most of our activities would be at the farm. so after reaching the farm, we had our dinner and then is free and easy. supposedly wanted to try out the hot spring but it was raining so heavily that we were lazy to leave the room. so we ended up watching alot of teevees instead and trying out the wifi too.and i wanted to mention about the room! it was like those farm stay kind, two rooms would constitute to one terrace, and luckily our family belong to one terrace. if not for the rain, there is actually nice sceneries to take family photos for. 






oh seriously i am very lazy to update all the days in tw! getting so tired trying to recall haha!
anyway, i loved the seafood porridge, papaya milk that could be found in liu he yei shi! 
i will want to go tw again so that i have the appetite to eat all the food in yeishi as we could not eat too much since lunch and dinner is provided in the tour package. as such, i wanna to go and explore other food delicacies, and places too! it would be real best if we could go with friends since we could go tgt and without people nagging at you and bla bla.


i really wanted to go overseas with friends!it would be such a good experience man!!!! 

MOODDDDD SWINGGGSSSSS

seriously hate mood swings. getting really pissed off these few days with i donno what reasons, and it is seriously not a good thing to be dealt with. getting pissed of with anything and everything. really tired. 


on another note, the money in my acc is depleting, but luckily my payslip arrived~! so i can buy more clothes and other accessories.

NAHHHH

crashed engin camp today and i must say, i am kinda glad that i was not selected to be a Councillor. why is that so, it is because they are all in cliques! the feeling that u are being left out as u dont know alot of people is so obvious.even in the same group you can feel that counsillors are not close at all.

in just less than an hour i saw many types of people. and i must say, they are very unfriendly. they dont smile at you, they stared at you. they got the aura of superior that says " we do not welcome crashies in the camp", and when they are staring at you, it seems that they are saying " back off man, why are u even here?!u cant mixed with the freshies" how are we suppose to mingle w the freshies when they are wearing house tees alr?! and the feeling that they hate crashies are sooo freaking obvious. what is wrong being a crashie? we dont eat your food,we can dont play your games, we dont even lyk create trouble for you. now i get the feeling of being a crashie and i am sorry if i did unwelcome them last time even though the Councillors are very fine w it cos i think i din really welcome them. and i must say the games that they play really dont seem to be v fun compared to oweek last year, seriously. luckily we leave in ly k 2 hours?! it is just too boring. and people kept staring at you even though u are just sitting there chatting.

i really hope that this situation wont happen during oweek while i am the counsilliors. better not have come crashies that are super thick skin to come to our group man.

okay enough of rantings about engin camp.disappointment to the max.

on another issue. if you think that we are not "good" friends to you, fine. why did you create such a mess out of something. i believe that you should inform us about ur plans, and maybe asked to meet up. in the end is just the rest of us trying to make an effort to meetup with you so that at least we will see each other once before leaving. it just seems like we are not your friends and it doesnt matter if you did meet up with out for the last time or not. this is just crazy.

i think i bottled up my emotions too much.in this case i might just blast at anyone who pissed me off.

TV MANIC

trying my very best to watch finish the moon that embraces the sun within this week.
in the past years, i could easily watch finish shows in few days. but surprisingly this show took me more than 2 weeks and i am still not done w it yet. probably because of the content which requires alot of thinking and analysing? or is just that i prefer to watch entertainment shows as not much thinking is needed and can listen to people randomly crap about their daily life lol.


kept having random/pessimistic thoughts in my head. trying to clear it.
results release on mon! getting nervous, but i do have some expectations though. hoping i can get at least an A in one of my modules. 

SLACKINGGGG AT HOMEEE

last sunday marks the last day of working with marks and spencer.
technically speaking, it is quite a fun job with many friends of the same age, so we kept chatting about ourselves when there is no customers, and this makes it more enjoyable compared to my first job. With friends from the same age there is more to talk about, lyk uni life and after-uni life. so it is really interesting to talk to.
and the supervisor there are also quite nice, they are actually very easy- going except for some, and they are really chatty haha! so most of the time we are listening to their experiences and it is really an eye opener experience.


and what i noticed: some customers are demanding, no matter how atas is the place,no matter they are rich, carrying a prada purse or whatever. different levels of demanding is no kidding. but what i saw is the service that my supervisor gives, they are real good. thumbs up!:D


anyway, so i am slacking at home now, thinking whether should i take up tuition job. i totally have no experience in it so is lyk i have no idea how to go about teaching students? 

WOOHOO AN EVENTS JOB!:D

okay i have landed myself on an events job at marks and spencer via BGC. honestly the agent is not that good as she told me the wrong info?din even tell me there is a training, told me that i only worked for a day when i am suppose to work for lyk 10 days?so i was kind of unhappy with the lady if not i wont be so lost when i went for work the 1st day. and moreover, she only called me on the day itself when i am suppose to work and whole day becomes very hectic.to me the pay was okay?(some said it was slightly underpaid but to me is still okay and it went thru job agency tooo)

For my 1st day i was totally K.O cos of standing for 7 hrs straight! so tiring~ and i wasnt feeling well too.
however subsequent days was quite fun~ all the temp staff working are all uni undergrads haha!:Dand mostly are from NUS wahahah!so it was kind of fun to work compared to my first job. and technically speaking i need not stand at the cashier for the full 7 hrs. although the pay might be a bit low minus-ing transport and food, it was still better compared to staying at home and rot. the job was actually to restock biscuits, merchandise, and do some cashiering duty too. was quite a slack job since many people are walking and the customers are not that fussy.

on a side note: i am a bit sad now...i am too sensitive really.but i really set aside time out of my schedule to make it a wonderful day for u all but what abt me? i guess i really think too much, but it is difficult not to feel upset by it.and on top of that i have to share it with someone too who has mia againnnnn.

another side note: taiwan trip in less than a month! the money earned hopefully can finance me for my taiwan expenses as well as the making of contact lenses:D:D

ANOTHER SIDE NOTE: i wanted to go night safari tooo~ hopefully there will be an outing ~

BLEAH

i think i treat everyone too nice.and some of them treat me very nice cos they need me, someone who pays attention in lect, knows timetable well, and knows all the deadlines.once a sem is over, they dont bother replying your msgs and all sorts. they are such a practical person. i feel dumb by being tricked. i really hope is i 想太多. i kept thinking, maybe is my sms did not get through you, but it seems impossible. the only reason i can think of for not replying to my msg is that you do not need me anymore. this is soooo sad cos i treat u as a good friend but this is what i get for return.


note to self: dont be such a good friend.be a practical friend.must always think that some of them do not treat u as good friends. and in UNI, it is highly possible that you will not have real friends, just friends that make use of each other.

okay one more paper to gooooo!

finally an update after so longgg.


1. got back PP marks.was kinda disappointed at first but i think is quite a not bad score considering the fact that we changed nearly the whole format to suit the teacher. OD marks was not good but was contented since i did not even answer the 1st question


2.mugging and mugging! i felt that i have never been so hardworking beforeeeee.hoping i can get into somewhere i like. wanted to go bioengineering but also wanted mechanical engineering and electrical engineering.HOW??! wanted mechanical is because most friends are there, bioengineering is due to interest, electrical is because i think i can see circuits better? dilemma nowww.

3.MY BIRTHDAY:D did not expect friends to help me celebrate since is exams period but i am very touched by the group conference call by youting and nikki!!! and they went to buy present for me on the day of exams itself! and celebrated after the exams!!! so touched and happy and soooo thankful for the people who celebrated my birthday despite exams! and actually birthday is nothing much lol, getting older every year, what is there to lyk look forward too now? is the wishes that i will get! secretly hoping people will wish me happy birthday haha:D

picturesss:D


2nd time eating marche with uni friends:D glad to have them as friends.the idea of streaming is so sian cos most likely we will be stream to different division, and have to make new friends.


4. have been thinking about staying in hostel/hall for a sem next year so i went to check on the price and everything and IT IS REAL EXPENSIVE. $1800 for a sem=14 weeks! it is so not worth in on my part since the expenses for me would be transport?! and on top of the accomodation food in not included(  for PGP) or an addtional fee is required for halls and residences. sooooo in the end i shall just stay at my own home then.


5.holidays = work! earn more money to buy more nice clothes ~ need to write a resume real soon so that i can get jobs!:D

A DAY BEFORE EXAMS START!

supposed to study nowww but seriously no mood to study.kind of prepared for math?hope i can do the qns within 2 hrs though. i am scared for critical thinking nowww, since i feel i din score quite well for it? position paper seems okay but then i think again, with our not so good paper still can get 70, the others must have scored higher right?damn siannnnn.

too much of random thinking nowwww.

STRESSS LEVEL AT ITS MAX

never update for a while, so i shall begin updating stuff nowwww.

the stress maximum is gonna reach its toll next weeek.exams are comingggg !

i am so freaking unprepared.shall chiong as much as i can!

last week we just hand in PP! okay it was so stress at the last week as so many changes to make with alot of last minute work and lab and everything!and it doesnt help with an extra member.anw i hope he dont do well in OD?it seems bad but i really hope so.

okay andd i hope i can go thailand with shiying and co! omg this would mark the 1st trip out with friends and no adults~this is possible since i got kicked out of engin camp.was kinda sad cos i really din expect they will kick people out. they better not recruit more people if not they are not going to get my support as engin camp, aka engin club.anw is not lyk i really want to be a councillor for it.

i am so nervous for my OD.i got a feeling she will shoot me eh.damn sian.i hope this 2 days i will get prepared for it.

FINALLY A SHORT BREAK

for the past week is so hectic! position paper is taking sooo much of my time(maybe i should not grumble since most of the paper is not done my me). maybe because we have different styles of doing teamwork which makes our position paper sooo difficult to do. was reallly upset when he did the whole paper by himself. to redeem myself i volunteered to do the references and rephrasing, but it is sooooo taxing! imagine trying to finish every references in a day! anyways, done with 1st draft soo i shall give myself a break first before thinking about conferencing and oral defense. and the other guy literally did nothing.was really wondering when should we tell teacher? maybe i am not fit to be the bad guy since i dont like to do this kind of stuff.

and i got back my assignment today~. i think my marks are not too bad considering i did not get the main idea correct~ so i was quite happy haha! got confidence in my critique again~

and i really kind of hate my uni life now.
what i have been thinking is studies and studies. how to plan myself from going to utown, sci library and so to get all my notes and resources.and i really wanted to go out but i will keep thinking about studies.crapppp
should be the fact that i wanna pull up my CAP very badly.
one more month and soooo i will be freee!:D:D:D

a group project is meant for people to discuss, and exhibit teamwork skills.
we are suppose to share the workload.if u wanna do everything yourself and dont wanna inform us, pls dont blame it on us.

THE SUNDAY THAT WE ALL GONE CRAZY

recess week is finally here!
shall have an update on what i enjoyed this weekend

SUPER SHOW 4 IN SINGAPORE!:D
waiting for this day for quite a while already.
wasnt able to really countdown to the concert due to exams and mid terms.
finally on sat i was able to relax but i was too tired to go down for the merchandise sale.
instead i went on sunday!but by then a lot of merchandise were gone.lyk the L folder and even the mug?!
BUT  i queued  so i was thinking i shld at least get something. when i was abt to get to the counter, they announced that there was no fanlight left. like wth?! what's a concert without lightstick?luckily i bought the fanmade lightstick, if not i am left with none.

sooooo on impulse i bought SUJU bag and the bookmark.the bookmark was really on impulse cos it costs 12 bucks?!mygod.but actually it is quite nice so i am convinced that it will come in handy for my novals:D


soo in the end i realised i reach SIS quite early but luckily val is at kallang leisure park alr so can go find her. we waited for a while to collect our lightsticks, and then we headed back to SIS , in a hope to get some fanmade goods that they are giving out. 
annndd really many fan clubs are giving out namecards with their biases. got alot of namecards with eunhyuk and donghae BUT NO RYEOWOOKKK. i very sad cos in the end i do not have any cards or whatsoever on ryeowook except the ryeowook bannerrrr.
the situation was quite scary there as people are waiting for all this freebies to be given out but the person giving out is sooo slowww in giving out them and making everyone so unhappy.


FINALLY the show is about to begin!:D we were actually quite late cos i was wating for my bro. but i was quite sad that we were not given the banners for respective members.maybe they think that we were too far? anyway this are some snapshots inside SIS full of ELFS.

the concert was marvelous! was literally sreaming all the way throughout the whole concert!donghae and ryeowook!!!!there is like no breaks for the concert, and the whole concert was pretty smooth flowing. they really put in an effort to entertain we ELFS.kuso to them!!!
kamsahameda~!aftermath was worse cos my brain was lyk in a daze, cant remember they sequences and sooo.but it was really a memorable experience. and i din bother taking photos cos i wanna solely enjoy on the concert and i think the security guards will confiscate ur electronics if caught.

so this is what i got for the day: i have no idea why the photo is upside down.tried changing but it doesnt work.
tata.post SS4 syndrome.i am lazy to talk about all the tiny details in the concert but it is indeed a nice memory.shall buy the concert DVD if there is one:D

nice songs to listen tooooo

Ft island's newest album: the 4th mini album "GROWN UP" featuring the newest hit :"severely".
buahhaha.came across this song while i was listening to radio 100.3.
it is seriously a v nice song! very sad song toooo.

I SIGNED UP FOR OWEEK/ENGIN COUNSELLOR.
was not really on impulse though, really wanted to sign up to make my uni life more happening, make more new friends bla bla.so i was just looking for a friend to go sign up with me hahaha.

bleah. i think i am getting ready for SS4?!
bought the fanmade lightsticks!hope the postage will come asap.
shall buy some official goodies lyk the lightstick and the cushion!
YES.shall spam more of their songs next week.next week shld be a better week, less stuff to handle le.

must try and relaxxxxx.
yup trying to tell that to myself.doing it is harderrr.
life is getting more tough. more assignments, quizes, web tutorials and bla bla that is just too much.
wanna have a break soon.
well, recess week is comingggg! cant wait though.but by then i will be done w 1 mid terms, 3 quizs, 1 assignments alr.

another day of a university student.
realized that i do not really have opinion over matters?! i just accept as it is, which is now making me difficult in doing my critique..shall voice out my opinions and views more often.

lots of assignments to do, tutorials and lectures to catch up.
soon i will have no time for my weekly dosage of WGM, SKIP BEAT and RUNNING MAN. ohmygosh.the thought of missing out all these shows are horrifying since shows, dramas i have been watching on channel U is going to end soonnn.

plan to do:
1. really improve on my english, which means to read up more on everything.literally everything.
2. pay more attention in class.spend more time doing work and understand things


anddd 17 days to SS4:D
suppose to get really excited about it but all the assignments have some-sort of dampen my spirits. gonna to mass spam all the fan chants and songs one week before the concert to get myself prepared for it~!

a whole new beginning

created a new space hopefully i can really keep on writing about my happenings so that one day i could reflect and do flashbacks.

so a new semester begins.or should i start with a new year?

no harm writing my new-year resolutions( although a month has past).

okay here it goes:

1. be a more loving girl, speak up and try no to suan my family members anymore.

-recently i have been unknowingly suan-ing my family members alot.so sorry about that!

2.pull up my CAP by alot? i don't know BUT i know i really have to mug hard.attitudes towards studying is different noww.and i hope to go overseas for a sem to study.seems pretty tough as i think about all the objections i will receive.oh wells, no harm giving it a try.

3.earn more money?so that i can spend at ease without always thinking about my depleting account.

4.join more school activities! life is pretty mundane now,school -home-school-home.so i am planing to join FOP committee to spice up my uni life.and maybe a CCA after i get use to the uni curriculum.

5.more time for my ladies!i should have organise more outings or smth, but it is tough considering the fact that my timetable spams til saturday.