Wednesday, 6 June 2012

NAHHHH

crashed engin camp today and i must say, i am kinda glad that i was not selected to be a Councillor. why is that so, it is because they are all in cliques! the feeling that u are being left out as u dont know alot of people is so obvious.even in the same group you can feel that counsillors are not close at all.

in just less than an hour i saw many types of people. and i must say, they are very unfriendly. they dont smile at you, they stared at you. they got the aura of superior that says " we do not welcome crashies in the camp", and when they are staring at you, it seems that they are saying " back off man, why are u even here?!u cant mixed with the freshies" how are we suppose to mingle w the freshies when they are wearing house tees alr?! and the feeling that they hate crashies are sooo freaking obvious. what is wrong being a crashie? we dont eat your food,we can dont play your games, we dont even lyk create trouble for you. now i get the feeling of being a crashie and i am sorry if i did unwelcome them last time even though the Councillors are very fine w it cos i think i din really welcome them. and i must say the games that they play really dont seem to be v fun compared to oweek last year, seriously. luckily we leave in ly k 2 hours?! it is just too boring. and people kept staring at you even though u are just sitting there chatting.

i really hope that this situation wont happen during oweek while i am the counsilliors. better not have come crashies that are super thick skin to come to our group man.

okay enough of rantings about engin camp.disappointment to the max.

on another issue. if you think that we are not "good" friends to you, fine. why did you create such a mess out of something. i believe that you should inform us about ur plans, and maybe asked to meet up. in the end is just the rest of us trying to make an effort to meetup with you so that at least we will see each other once before leaving. it just seems like we are not your friends and it doesnt matter if you did meet up with out for the last time or not. this is just crazy.

i think i bottled up my emotions too much.in this case i might just blast at anyone who pissed me off.

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