I have grown up. mentally and physically.
learnt to realized that the world is not as simple as you think, neither people are divided into 2 types, good or bad.
people have emotions, behavior too. impossible to cater to everyone.
my smile on my face sometimes I feel is pretty fake.
"i don't judge people" so whatever your actions is, i cannot judge, i cannot have my own views?
i realized i have became more emotional, maybe because things have changed, and it is not what you planned.
various scenarios passed through my minds late in the night.
learning to be a nice person is so difficult.
i am not easy to bully.
when things dont go my way, i have the reason to whine, be sad and cry, because, I am human too.
in a slightly cheerful tone, birthday in around 2months time~
and no, i am not going to have a birthday party. i dont want to be a nice person, and ask everyone again.
i am not someone good with words. sometimes what i say does not reflect what i mean. limited vocabulary in my brain.
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